omfg.
im supposed to be writing for my asssignment right now.
*&$$%#&*%
concentrate please.

merriweather's change
am i just as good as a bad man
sleeping when the rest are dying
or am i just as bad as a good man
saying there’s no use of trying























of course they dont know
it would break their hearts
selfish yes, but i dont wanna break my own

im happy because

1. TSL bought a new mousey/ ((:

2. i got the job

3. i went for another interview

4. MAI helped to print my resume

5. my employer is nice happy old lady (i mean,most elderly are so grumpy)

6. LCC gave a random call and talked abt studs and, dominatrix

7. i caught up with HANHUI and gf.

8. i chatted with MUH

9. TSL bought pretty cupcakes




im unhappy because

1. im financially strained

2. GSS is almost over

3. so many people are so grumpy over nothing

4. the baseless assumptions theyve made annoys me

5. the grasping never ceased



all in random order.

anw, i wish people would laugh more.
i laugh, over nothing and silly things.
not that i force myself to laugh
but some things are just so funny you cant help it
so,whats with the tension.

how can the other half be so selfish and petty when it comes to a box of pretz.
as written in the book of random rambles, the big R is creeping in.


randomness

1. i find comfort reading thru the valentino fan's msgs.
weird i know.

2. i wanna watch fireworks,like we did last time.

3. i wanna inculcate some values in her. (they say its too late, but im gonna try anw) charity is not the issue here.

4. id go out without an umbrella if it was raining bucks now.

5. awkward silence = bleah.

6. they say opposites attract, i dont think so in this case.

7. empty seat infront and im not wishing shes the one in it.

8. current love, katie

i wish i had the time(and moolahs) to bring my siblings out.
i promised them a day of fun a month ago.
now theyre already back in school.
the fact that they dont hold it against me is only making me feel worse.

hopefully this gonna be worth the money.

im a happy goober.
ok, maybe too soon to say.

((:

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good ol times

a feel good one for a feel good friend.
i found the thelonious one too, but i figured we both like this better.
now,enjoy.

mas has facebook!(finally)
add her now!
takira_blues@hotmail.com

*secretly prays the wise man notice and add me*

lollll.
i need MS TANYX to add me before he can notice righttttt.

quote.

sometimes love feels like magic.
sometimes magic is an illusion.

i rmb eating some pickled veg rice when i was staying over at lb's place.
his homemaker volunteered to cook it when she heard me saying i was hungry.
it tasted like pickles(duh) with sour cream and burnt brown rice.
awful combination.
but neither of us was complaining cos it didnt really matter.
what did was the company.
i rmb lb picked up the phone and dialled for pizza after that.
it was just so simple.
action,reaction.
problem,solution.
no hassle. no longwinded rants or arguments.
i feel at ease around lb cos there's no guilt,fear,anger or tension.
he taught me precious life lessons that ill rmb for life.
whats the point of pointless arguments anw.
coming up with a solution after a reflection is more important than harping on it over and over again without any productive actions.

so,how can i say no to fried rice cooked with love?